Damaged

I dont think this blog fits anywhere in the list i provided in second blog "wat u willl find here", but i am so happy that finally i decided to write a blog, of wat i got today, no its not a treasure nor a job neither a gal accepted my proposal, it may seem silly to you but yes i am happy because i got internet today at my home, ya its not as fast as i was having earlier but any way i can manage wid it for few days .

Now why this post has got the tittle "Damaged"??

wel whenever my father spend money on me and my never lasting demands he used to say this word today praveen damaged my xxxx Rs, N today infact not today but yesterday i damaged 4000 Rs on all this. So the reason may be clear to you (my one and only one reader that's none other than me).

MY PHILOSOPHY TOWARDS LIFE (this post is goin to be updated many times)

■ Simple life can bring you happiness and peace
■ there is nothing like friends in this world
■ its not the way thing happens its the way u take up things
■ Promise only what you can deliver .
■ you can change/control any thing in a person but you cannot control or kill his/her way of thinking

So Why Iam The One To Die? (Copied)

I went to a party Mom,

I remembered what you said.

You told me not to drink, Mom,

So I drank soda instead.


I really felt proud inside, Mom,

The way you said I would.

I didn't drink and drive, Mom,

Even though the others said I should.


I know I did right thing, Mom,

I know you are always right

Now the party is finally ending, Mom,

As everyone is driving out of sight.


As I got into my car, Mom,

I knew I'd get home in one piece.

Because of the way you raised me,

So responsible and sweet.


I started to drive away, Mom,

But as I pulled out into the road,

The other car didn't see me, Mom,

I know I did the right thing, Mom,

And hit me like a load.


As I lay there on the pavement, Mom,

I hear the policeman say,

"The other guy is drunk," Mom,

And now I'm the one who will pay.


I'm lying here dying, Mom....

I wish you'd get here soon.

How could this happen to me, Mom?

My life just burst like a balloon.


There is blood all around me, Mom,

And most of it is mine.

I hear the medic say, Mom,

I'll die in a short time.


I just wanted to tell you, Mom, I

I swear I didn't drink.

It was the others, Mom.

The others didn't think.


He was probably at the same party as I

The only difference is, he drank

And I will die.


Why do people drink, Mom?

It can ruin your whole life..

I'm feeling sharp pains now.

Pains just like a knife.


The guy who hit me is walking, Mom,

And I don’t, think it's fair.

I'm lying here dying

My life just burst like a balloon.

And all he can do is stare.


Someone should have told him, Mom,

Not to drink and drive.

If only they had told him, Mom,

I would still be alive.


My breath is getting: shorter, Mom.

I'm becoming very scared.

Please don't cry for me, Mom.

When l needed you, you were always

there.''


I have one last question, Mom.

Before I say good bye.

I didn't drink and drive,

So why am I the one to die?

I DONT KNOW WAT IS THIS

there is something within your voice

something behind ur eyes

something inside ur heart

that is beating in time with mine.

I Love This (Reason, I dont know)

Garmi-e-Hasrate nakaam se jal jaati hai

Hum charagon ki tarah shaam se jal jaate hai

Shama jis aag mein jalti hai numaish ke liye

Hum usi aag mein gumnaam se jal jaate hain

Jub bhi aata hai tera naam mere mere naam ke saath

Jaane kyu log mere naam se jal jaate hai

Now wat is this , wel these are few lines from movie Raaz N i really love these

Love and Possesion (copied)

Once a boy and a girl were sitting at the edge of a swimming pool, girl filled the palm of her hand with a little water and held it before the boy, and said this:

"You see this water carefully contained on my hand? It symbolizes Love.”

This was how I saw it : "As long as you keep your hand caringly open and allow it to remain there, it will always be there.
However, if you attempt to close your fingers around it and try to posses it, it will spill through the first cracks it finds.
This is the greatest mistake that people do when they meet love.
they try to posses it,
they demand,
they expect
and just like the water spilling out of your hand,
Love will retrieve from you.

For love is meant to be free,
you can not change it's nature.
If there are people you love, allow them to be free beings.
Give and don't expect.
Advise, but don't order.
Ask, but never demand.

It might sound simple, but it is a lesson that may take a lifetime to truly practice. It is the secret to true love.
To truly practice it, you must sincerely feel no expectations from those who you love, and yet an unconditional caring.

Ye ishq nahi aasa (copied)

Masoom is mohabbat ka bus itna as fasana hai..

Kagaj ki haveli hai, baarish ka zamaana hai..

Kya shart-e-mohabbat hai, kya shart-e-zamana hai..

Awaz bhi jakhmi hai aur wo geet bhi gana hai..

Uss per utrne ki umeed bahut kam hai..

Kashti bhi puraani hai, tufaan bhi aana hai..

Samajhe ya na samjhe wo andaaz-e-mohabbat ka..

Bheegi hui ankho se ek sher sunaana hai..

Bholi is Ada, koi fir ishq ki jid par hai..

Fir aag ka dariya hai.. Aur doob hi jana hai!!!

My Aim In Life

Wel i have 3 aims they are (may add as my age will increase)

1. To open a company of mine(the easiest).
2. To take India to the heights of America.
3. To be a human being (toughest).

WHO AM I

■ a philosopher.
■ a critic.
■ a nonconformist.
■ a typical introvert.
■ a friend guide N philosopher 4 u if u get me, N if not than the worst person you have ever seen.

Secondly "Wat you are going to find here"

wel wel wel its really difficult to say rite now wat you are goin to find here, iam very moody person, so one day you may find some thing very emotional, senti thought or one day you may find somthing which will make you laugh anyway coming back to the point i have to answer this question wat you are goin to find here , so i think you are goin to find here , some thoughts some may be copied some may be mine , some of my jokes some of my stories , you may even find some techy things iam sure iam not going to add those many but i think i may add some of those.

The basic idea, y i started this blog bcoz i wanted to write somethnig, something which make me happy let it be positive side of my life or negative side but i wanted to write so i started.

I dont expect that any one is actually reading this even i have not gone thru wat i have written above. Iam writting bcoz i want to write.

Enough for today.

First Thing "The Purpose Of This BLOG"

Wel to be honest, i am frustrated of using that "about me" column of orkut to express my feelings or whatever i want to say or want to convey etc etc ..... so i decided to use blog because this is the rite place to do so and even orkut has added a column named feeds so i decided chalo stop fucking that "about me" column of orkut lets use this but this doesnt mean that iam not going to change that abt me section of orkut still i will do that but a bit less frequently than earlier.


again to be honest in fact not honest but to be very honest i dont expect you, to read all this, if you are still reading this than thanx a lot. But dont ever blame me ki bore kar diya yaar maine kisi ko force nahi kiya kai yeh sab raayta padne ke liye its ur decision